Allen broke up with me today.
And, after a year and a half, you'd think he's have the decency to do it in person, it was through text.
In person would have been "too hard" and he apparently he felt bad enough.

So I've never been in this situation.
And I've never quite realized how much it sucks.
Apparently I missed the memo where these things actually physically hurt.


It hasn't sunk in yet.
I keep hoping it was a bad dream or some kind of sick joke.
I would love to go to sleep for a few days and wake up and forget it ever happened.


You know, I don't say this very often, but I want my mom.

So it's been a while since my last little update thinger.
I made a complete fool of myself last Saturday at the Kennedy Mall fashion show. I was forced into a Twilight shirt with matching bookbag.
And I'm sure for everyone else it was hilarious.
I felt silly. Next year, I'm going out of town.

Allen and I dyed my hair orange and pinkish red last Friday.
That was definitely a sight to see. And we made quite the mess.

And Sunday night I went to Capri College's website and sent an email asking for info and such.
The next day my phone received a voicemail from there telling me I should sign up for the August 18th class.
And last night a lady called my house phone and left a message telling me to call and schedule an all day tour thing.
And today I recieved my information from Capri.
It contained a super fancy brochure, the schedule for cosmetology student, the tuition pricings, and an application.

And I was looking at the schedule. And I did the math and realized I would only be able to work on Saturdays, Sundays, and Mondays for the first 8 weeks there.
And for the rest of the time I would have some Saturdays and every Sunday to work. And, I think depending on your advanced schedule, some Mondays.
The thing is I have things to pay for.
Like my car. And gas. And my phone. And insurance.
But the severe cut in hours at Bethany wouldn't be able to cover all those.
It's confusing.
>.<

In other more cheerful news, I've been on vacation for the past nine days and even though I go back tomorrow, I'm pretty excited to finally have something to do.
I've recently managed to clean my whole house and do almost all of the laundry. (I've one more load to do!}
My parents went to Michigan to visit my relatives and they'll be back Friday sometime.
As much as their presence irritates me sometimes, as I know mine does to them, I'm kind of excited they're coming back. Being out in the middle of nowhere by yourself gets kind of lonely.

ha. i said that once at Culver's when trying to get through a crowd of people and i got frustrated. and i've just noticed the appropriateness of the phrase what with Easter coming up and all.

a few unimportant things. the hair is currently brown, pink/orange, and purple. i got another tattoo last thursday and it is kind of on the itchy side at this second. i just saw marley and me and i've decided that it's the saddest movie ever. even i cried. we own our house, as of this morning. we've never owned a home ever, so i guess that's not really unimportant.

hm. dairy queen re-opened once again a few weeks ago. it's been over a year since the important opening <3 he's precious.

i've got a concert and maybe two coming up in may. they're three days apart. the first, i'm going for sure. the second, it all depends on if the schedule stays the same. i'm keeping my fingers crossed.

i work too much. i'm itching to get out of town. maybe in april? who knows.
*does a random dance*

mkay.
i'm finally getting hours at work.
my car insurance is now at a rate that i can afford.
and, though i don't officially have it off at work right now, i'm going to fall out boy in May.
i would be going to we the kings at the end of february but the concert happens to fall on the day after the employee party so my boss gave everyone who's going to be hung over the day off instead of the person with the legitimate reason to not be at work.
>.<

other than that though, life pretty much rocks.
<3 <------that's how awesome stuff is.

dairy queen has been closed for a few weeks now.
^_^ unemployment is going very nicely for the both of us. (even though i have a job)

so the question people wont stop asking me when they hear i graduated in may is "what's your major?"

and, much to their disappointment, i don't have one.
and all these people ask me what i'm in school for then, if i don't have one.

i'm not in school, kids. sorry.

however, this is what i do with my day.

i look for a full-time job.
i occasionally work. (my hours were cut. lovely, i know)
i eat. sleep. donate plasma twice a week.
i plot new ways to make my car and phone payments.
i plot new ways to get my next meal now that there are cameras at work and i can no longer sneak one from the kitchen.


i know, it's a full filling lifestyle, but i don't mind it most days.

but, kids, my days of doing nothing wont last forever.
and i'm not too worried about completely failing at life.

i've decided i might give doing hair for a living a shot.
or maybe i could be a crazed college professor.
or i could work in advertising.
i don't know.
i could also do the thing where i don't have a career and i work odd jobs and such just so i can do things like travel and go to concerts.

i'm not going to worry about it too much right now.

and speaking of concerts...

i'm going to a concert in a week. it's in minnesota and i'm pretty excited about it.
we're going to see
cobra starship
forever the sickest kids
the maine
and
hit the lights.


it's should be fun.